Any good Democracy in today’s history has a moral obligation to offer healthcare to all citizens. Bring it on!!

Enough of debate, debacle and hackle! If your clear understanding of this simple fact is diluted by lobbyists, government party lines or the false pretense that everyone should live up (down) to your standards, you need to step away from forming opinions that are cruel and sarcastic to anyone without good health care. You are an idiot to debate the “need for healthcare”. You might be the very next one on the gurney!

How we are going to implement it is a difficult topic. It should be done quickly and no pharmaceutical entity should have ANY part in it, other than following a strict guideline of medicines it HAS TO supply to the ones in need. Any support of money heisting on behalf of the ill, is sickening in itself and constitutes a criminal action.

After one week short trip to South East Asia I am back at work in the private residence. Life has taken a turn: I realized: I am clearly not utilizing my talents fully. As much as I love my current work situation/boss, I’m unimpressed about the daily bagatelle drama amongst staff and the uncertainty about my work schedule is unsatisfying. I can give much more, help tons of people: I’m oppressing my own talent… Instead of “playing along” I could teach a many that WANT me to be amongst them.

I feel a huge drive of positive energy ready to be released. What is my destiny? These last weeks I’ve invested lots of energy into assisting a new Spa concept idea for The Andaman on Langkawi, but so far I am anxiously awaiting any feedback. Bring it on!! My agent, friend and a lovely soul Rick, whom I know for over twenty years, is sending me on auditions; I find myself in awkward situations, deja vue’s of an old modeling past, unimpressed again. But, bring it on!!

The “people watcher” in me does not miss it when old habits quill onto the surface: Rick’s business persona, which I once perceived as unkind and harsh is bursting through the crusty grounds of past time; that same unbecoming feeling I experience at work is crawling up my neck. Are we cursed to return to repeat within our lifetime that very lesson we promised ones we “will not do again”…? I love the humble Rick, please don’t change; Let’s correct the path of life when we feel the signs of stirring away from our well-intended goals and accept friends when they kindly guide us: Bring it on!!

Is history able to repeat itself in such a short cycle? I read the world news and have to agree. We have become accustomed to base our happiness upon a promise, not on hand of what we will achieve. A promise is nothing, peeps. Promises are the realities in a fantasy- land, far from here. The reality is absurdly simple. Without measurement of good/bad and the sugary coating of poetry, to see the reality is seeing a mathematical correct written formula. I know, boring – but it helps to understand a dilemma when confronted. Bring it on!

To deal with reality only in your fantasy-land is rather spooky! Leave it be!!

At work there is a progression of actions I find unbefitting, frankly spooky. I see the larger pattern of this same sequence in the world history: It often starts with little signs of disturbance, sugar coated promises, adding personal misjudgment to it – all turns into an avalanche of events that soon can’t be stopped: We are all guilty of watching reality while listening to fantasy stories and not stopping it; within participating and burdening worldly responsibilities. Respecting responsibilities keeps us in chart: Bring it on!!

I find it hard to word a kind “warning” when foreseeing a catastrophic result. It is often uncomfortable to be the one laying out the logic mathematical result, knowing the response will be ejective denial and reflect in personal attack. As a Buddhist I am told to only set the question in motion. To understand, requires to ask questions. I’m no good representative quiet yet; my human side is stubbornly strong and efficient. I meditate more these days… B R I N G I T O O O M . . .

So I have to ask myself: Can I change it? Is it not better to live in fantasy-land?
(should I write a blog about it…) Do I have an obligation to speak up or shall I turn a blind eye on it… What about the other eye? Once you know, you become a part of it. So it has to be corrected: Bring it on! Ah, it’s soooo freeing!

What would I be without my dream world up in my head? My eyes see the reality and my brain calculates the results - so my spirits laugh it off in that far away world where everything seems to work out somehow. Hey, after all; I’m a chef, playing with food, cooking, steaming, baking and modeling the very essence that could as well just be eaten raw. I’m the master of translating ideas from that fantasy land into reality.

Within understanding this beautiful harmony I find peace, I smile and I keep going forward. Life is magical, if nowhere else - but in my own little world… Enough “bring it on” for now… (a realization after meditation) I have tons of things to do, thank you…☺